Jumat, 29 Januari 2010

Without Wings

Before I have this blog, my mysterious reader often asked me. Why "Angel on Earth" ? 
Usually I only answered, because I will never have wings to fly to heaven. They won't let me in. 

Then my reader said, "but you have dreams. that is your wings!" 
I agree. 

However, since I back from Australia, I don't have any dream to reach. I feel empty, I feel everbody looked at me as a different person. An unmotivated person, (that wasn't me..), a person who always said something negative, (that wasn't me), even now, I became a pessimistic person, this isn't me. 

Without a dream, a person can't go anywhere, and surely will go wrong easily. 
I have to make dreams, but I really don't know what I want to do right now. 

I just want to stay in my place not moving forward nor to the back, 
God please help me, 

I'm breathless- cold - and without wings.

In my office on Saturday. 
Feeling empty.